May 2011
1 post
even beautiful people get sad
it surprises me to see that even really pretty people get sad. i mean i know they’re humans too with real feelings but i just feel like, what can you be sad about?
but i think it’s just difficult to reach a level of satisfaction and remain in that level. like when i say once i get this thing, i will be really happy. it could be a thing or a position, a person or a situation,...
March 2011
1 post
February 2011
4 posts
“too miserable, even the skies are crying
with me”
January 2011
5 posts
“By believing passionately in something that still does not exist, we create it....”
July 2010
10 posts
“If a person hasn’t ever experienced true despair, she grows old never...”
– Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen
“it’s the living people that frighten me the most…. because as...”
– Banana Yoshimoto, Hardboiled
“i was looking for the key for years / but the door was always open”
– Aravind Adiga, The White Tiger
life plan
a mentor once said that life becomes less complicated if you develop a diagram of what you’d want to happen in your life. and as each thing gets accomplished, you check things off. but what if the things you want to happen, no matter how hard you work, just don’t fall into place? how many back-up plans can you do? plan A-Z?
what the diagram fails to show is the heartbreak that i...
“my birthday has passed… but i feel like i should get a cake, blow the...”
– if i really, really, really want something, shouldn’t i get it in return for all those moments in my life that really sucked
June 2010
4 posts
drink like a fish
i used to be able to take shots and shots and shots of vodka. or tequila. or cognac. and then some of my friends got older and they stopped taking shots with me and would only nurse a glass of wine or a bottle of light beer. and i used to think, what happened to them?
and now… i not only don’t like the taste of it, but the smell of hard liquor makes me gag now. the last time i got...
of all the wishes that i have
being in love would be number 1. because money is no fun if you’re all alone, and success would be empty without anyone to share it with. i’m fortunate to be in love, and lucky that it is reciprocated. every time i feel low i think, but i must have done something good to deserve such good luck — that my top wish has come true.
March 2010
5 posts
just ordered my dream shoes
hopefully it looks as good as i imagined them to be
February 2010
4 posts
it’s right in front of me all along.
thanks for not giving up.
i'm glad that you're happy
really i’m not. but that’s what you want to hear.
January 2010
3 posts
the power of words
it’s amazing how a simple phrase, a string of three words, can make you want to punch somebody in the face. repeatedly.
size 0 norm
chictopia
lookbook.nu
weardrobe
depressing to see that even normal people are all so thin. the phenomenon is no longer celebrity-exclusive
November 2009
18 posts
everyone has a boiling point. today i reached mine.
goodbye.
